It seems like the last several times that we have been on the interstate, we have hit an area of construction that has either really slowed us down or resulted in us taking an alternate route. It is so frustrating to be cruising along making great time (beating the ETA on the GPS) when all of a sudden traffic comes to a halt. There is nowhere to go and nothing that can be done except to settle in and inch along with all of the other cars dealing with the same frustration. So, we settle in, and I usually stew – over the inconvenience, the loss of time and the lack of control I have over the situation.
Recently, I have found myself thinking about how I am also under construction. Just like that road that needs a facelift, I often need to have some work done on my heart. Too often I let the world seep in and take root, causing me to worry and stress, again, over things that I can’t control.
This construction on the heart takes time and patience; neither of which I ever feel like I have enough to spare. And, it never comes at a convenient time in life. It isn’t something that we can put on a calendar and plan around. It is something that happens and we have no choice but to settle in and inch along knowing that it could be a slow process.
I have been under construction for several years now learning to handle grief in a healthy way. I feel like I have lost a lot of time that I needed to be doing other things. But too often, I just haven’t had the energy or the ability to take on other tasks.
Sometimes in life we face large construction projects; other times we are under construction for a shorter period of time. One promise that we can hold on to in scripture is this:
“Being confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.” Philippians 1:6
A good work has begun in each of us and God will see to it that it is carried out. Sometimes that requires a little construction, something that is super inconvenient. However, I know that when they finish that construction on the interstate, it is going to be a nice road to travel, and I know that when I allow God to work on me, I am better for it and can do more to serve and honor Him. That is worth the inconvenience of time.